Sunday, September 22, 2013

First day of Fall!




Hello! I wanted to let you know, how much I love this time of the year. I even think that this may very well be my most favorite day of the year! September 22nd - the fist day of Autumn. I'm so excited for the leaves to start turning colors and I'm excited for pumpkin patches and hot apple cider. Days like today make me want to go camping! I love the perfect transition between summer and winter. Fall always makes me smile, and I am REALLY loving it!


When I had my son, I suffered from some really unpleasant post-pardom depression. This lasted a lot longer than it should have, but as life would have it, obsticles were thrown in my life, and it made my post-pardom depression worse. My son was born February 18th 2012, and it wasn't until this very month, September 2013, that I got my sanity back, and I finally feel like I can breathe and smile again. I really enjoy getting up out of bed in the mornings, as long as I can see the sun peaking through the clouds into my window, and smell the cold fresh air and feel it in my lungs. I love it! I am finally happy again! I'm not sure if it took this long, because of where we were living, but it sure changed quickly when we made the big decision to move 400+ miles to Provo, Utah. Thank God for Utah mountains and Utah fresh air!

I can smile again, I can play with my son and not feel like I just want to go crawl back into bed. I actually want to put make-up on and make lunch! I enjoy food again, and I have gotten back into actually cooking my family meals again. I have saved so much on food, now that I have decided to start cooking meals, instead of just picking something pre-made up. We are eating much healthier as well! We also eat more fruit, I didn't ever want it before. Now it makes me feel invigorated and I love me some honeydew melon!

Things are still difficult for us, but I keep fighting back. I will not let myself fall back into that dark place again. I want my children to have a happy mother who plays with them and keeps up on housework and does fun things with them. I want to get back into talking to people, I have been secluding myself for far too long. It is time to dress up and go out, and have fun!

Katherine's back, and ready to improve and grow more than ever!

I'm loving this feeling! Thank you September!!!

Thank you for reading! Have a wonderful week, I'll be back tomorrow :D and goodnight!

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