Must. Get. Up.

Sometimes it is necessary to do something, even if you don't want to. As long as you are doing what you know is your responsibility, it doesn't matter in what mind set it is, as long as it gets done. Sometimes I have to drag myself out of bed in the morning, and get in the shower, because I know that if I don't it will affect my son negatively. He sees more that I realize sometimes.

I have to just make a to do list, and get everything done, no matter if I feel like it or not. Eat, sleep, pray, study, play, art. I must keep pushing, and continue to finish my responsibilities. I must keep moving, even if everything in or around me is telling me otherwise. I must not give up.

Our family is moving to another apartment in the next month. Life is was just beginning to feel normal, then we have to move. Luckily, I am getting really good at packing and reorganizing. I am able to go through all of our clothes and get rid of outdated pieces and limit the number of clothing pieces that we will have to take with us. Someone is about to get some really nice clothes from my closet, that I haven't worn in a few years. I'm sad to see them go, but I know that I will most likely never wear them again. A lot of them still fit me, they are just too short for my lifestyle or not my style anymore. I am a mom, and I am changing. I can always buy more t-shirts later, if I decide to wear them again. Same goes for various dresses and jackets.

I just need to keep looking for the good in what is going on, and it will be okay soon. I will have a whole new space to decorate and have fun with.

Thank you for reading. Its Wednesday!