Cold Feet

I have cold feet. Literally haha, my toes are cold because of the air conditioner that keeps conditioning my home, but won't leave my toes alone. :P So I must keep the air on, but have a blanket. It makes me kind of chuckle to myself. But I like to snuggle and be warm, so I pay money to the power company to help me achieve this goal haha.

So while I am all snuggled up on my couch waiting for my wonderful hubby to get home, I find myself thinking about how much I love being a mother. People have said that you have never known love until you give birth to a child. I think that is true to a point. There is definitely a different kind of love that comes when you have a child than say the way I love my husband. Not don't get me wrong, I love my husband with all my heart, and I can't imagine life without him being good at all, but there is something about the way that I love my son that is very different. I look at him, and I see all of the good things about me in him. I think he is the cutest child that I have ever seen, and I'm not exaggerating. Haha.

We were watching an old home video from when I was really little, and I noticed a lot of similarities between Lucas and myself, that are already showing in him. I love it! He is such a little character, and he is just figuring out how to communicate with me with words. I love his little "her you go" or "thank you!" He just makes me giggle inside and then I realize that I know what those people meant what they said about love.

My favorite thing to do is to love. I was taught to be Christlike, and I interpret that as doing everything, including acting and doing how and what Christ did and does. He loves everyone unconditionally, he does not love them any less because of any action they may or may not do. He is there for us whenever we choose to seek His help and guidance. I always try to emulate all of His attributes, and I hope to appear to those around me, a Christlike being. I am His daughter after all, we all have the ability to become like Him. So what I'm saying I guess, is that if you are reading this, you obviously love me to a point, so I just wanted to tell you that I love you, unconditionally. Whether you are perfect or not, whether you make choices I agree with or not, I still love you, and I hope that I can show you that. I hope that you can trust me enough to let me show you how much I only want to help those around me, without expecting anything of anyone. I don't expect anything of you, I only love you for who you are, my friend, or mother, or sister, or stranger. Please let me know if I can help you, and I will do all that I am able.

:D Being a mother is AMAZING and loving everyone is kind of like being a mother to everyone <3
I love you all!